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2022.01.29 01:49 throwraslutbag227 Slept with best friend while he was in a relationship, haven't spoken to him in a year. Now he wants to meet up and talk again.
Apologies for length, not quite sure how to put out all of this information. Formatting, I'm on mobile, etc etc TL;DR at the bottom
To start off, Darren and I had been best friends for about 6 years. Our friendship began on the internet via videogames, but we did eventually meet irl and had just as much of a blast together as we did online.
Darren had a girlfriend named Katie. She was a part of our small friendgroup, which consisted of me, Darren, Katie, and one more guy named Chris. I'd had a crush on Chris for YEARS, and everyone knew. My relationship with Chris in regards to how we met actually went the other way around- we met in highschool, but he eventually had to move away so we only had contact online. Despite asking Chris out multiple times, he always said no, which I took as blatant disinterest.
My dynamic with Darren had always been odd. Back before I ever met with him physically, we had a strange arrangement that I want to say was a "polyamory relationship", but I'm not sure if that's the correct word, as it was predominantly a sexual relationship between me, Katie, and Darren. We would get freaky deaky over videocalls and occasionally provide eachother emotional and moral support when we needed it. However, as time passed, the sexual aspect of our relationship faded, and we all were back to being just friends. This thruple was a thing years before any of us ever knew Chris.
Moving a bit further in time to the point after Chris moved away, I became pretty desperate. I really really liked Chris, and now that he made it obvious that he wasn't interested in me, I was trying my hardest to move on. As an extremely co-dependent person, I function much easier when I have a partner, so I dove headfirst into the most toxic relationship I've ever been in. Between this, my abusive parents, and my schizophrenic older brother molesting me, I started to lose my mind. I finally spilled to Darren and told him everything after a particularly bad breakdown, and he vowed to get me out of my house.
So he did. I moved a few states away and ended up in his house with his mom, Katie, and a few friends. Darren and I had always jokingly flirted, but it began to escalate. First it was a kiss, and then after much nagging from him, it became sex. He had told me that Katie was okay with it; my mistake was not confirming this with her before going through with my next actions. I had stupidly assumed that because all three of us were an item in the past that it would be okay.
Soon Darren revealed to me that Katie was actually abusive, and excessively toxic. With the lines blurred so horribly, he and I started to fall in love. He never left Katie, only continued to spend more time with me. Of course, this led to everyone finding out, and me being kicked out back to my parents house.
Chris was informed of everything the entire time. While he didn't express interest in me, he still cared for me deeply, and was unsure who was in the wrong as I was in a vulnerable position and Darren was in a relationship, but that is no excuse as my actions are still my own. Darren left Katie and we attempted to continue our relationship until his mother forbid me from speaking to him, and would go drastic lengths alongside Katie to prevent us from texting.
I was only in my house for a few days before leaving and staying with another friend as my older brother had made advances on me again. Chris was the only person I had left of our dwindling group, and although he was still in touch with Darren, it was obvious I was his priority. Months passed, and as we healed and progressed he admitted to me that he DID actually like me, and had always liked me. He just knew how dependent I was and was afraid our relationship would fail long-distance.
Fast forward to over a year later, Chris and I have been living together in a steady relationship. I have had little to no contact with Darren, and neither has Chris. I had an ectopic pregnancy and reached out to Darren because the thought of surgery freaked me out so bad.
He told me he can't care about me anymore unless we truly reconcile. He wants to meet up in real life and talk through it.
I brought it up to Chris, but even just the mention of Darren sent him into a panic attack. He says Darren knew the entire time that Chris liked me, but went on and did what he did anyways- that he feels incredibly betrayed by him. They spoke before breaking contact and Darren pointed out that Chris rejected me several times, which sent Chris into a massive freakout at the time.
I love Chris more than Darren. I know Chris is the one for me- he has been from the start. And while I had sex with Darren while he was in a relationship, I would NEVER cheat on a partner. I lost my best friend of 6 years to a stupid decision. I won't lie, I still worry about Darren constantly. But I know how unfair it is to Chris to want something so selfish-- it would stress him out like crazy.
What the hell do I do? I already told Darren no, but I keep second-guessing myself. I want to put Chris' needs over my wants, but I can't get the proposition out of my mind. Worse, I can't even think of discussing it with Chris. I would hate to make him panic again.
Do I just leave this all in the past and never think about Darren ever again? That feels so wrong. But it feels like the right thing to do for Chris. I'm unbelievably torn.
TL;DR: best friend of 6 years sleeps with me while he has a gf, after a year and a half of no-contact proposes that we meet up and reconcile. CANNOT discuss it with boyfriend without him having a panic attack. do i just ignore best friend completely?
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2022.01.29 01:49 Wooden_Chef I work 6 days a week and I'm truly burnt out....I'm on the brink of letting everything Ive built crumble and idk what to do.
I have a decent paying job and it's work from home. Problem is it sucks the soul out of me. 10 to 12 hour days 6 days a week. One day off and back to working again. It's all I do. I just bought a house and I need a paycheck. I feel like just letting this job slip by me, meaning, just letting myself get fired. I'm overwhelmed, I don't necessarily enjoy the work, I'm tired emotionally and physically. I need a vacation and I have nothing to look forward too except working. . . . relentlessly working. I'm so fucking sick of it I want to quit, but I can't. I've been applying to new jobs and have been on two interview recently. I felt like they went well. but heard nothing back. I feel depressed, unmotivated, down, irritable. I should be happy. I'm a 1st time home-buyer, yet I hate waking up in the morning. Anyone been stuck in a similar rut with their job? I feel like I dont care anymore. Anxious at night, tired all day. it's awful
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2022.01.29 01:49 cagedcocktail Level 1 ethics - wtf
Sorry just need to vent. I have 91% correct in the CFAI q bank for ethics. Just got 52% correct in the mock. The questions are worded in such a way that I genuinely struggle to understand what they're asking in the mock. So frustrating.
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2022.01.29 01:49 THERADAR2021 tmill on the wave to becoming the next big thing in the music video field!
tmill back with yet another music video visual on his channel starring KILLVAL. His hit single FLYING is available everywhere and on all DSP’s. He has been making extreme waves in the community with all his music and has very big plans for 2022 after wrapping up his ROLLING LOUD PERFORMANCE at the end of 2021. tmill is becoming a big name in the music video field.
tmill has just surpassed 25K on Instagram, and is still growing rapidly. 2022 isn’t going to shy away from tmill as he also has exciting plans in 2022 as he mentioned he began booking in the middle of January on his Instagram story.
Flying represents the sequel to the first video they shot in 2020, SIRENS, that has amassed over 250K on YouTube in total. The video shows no signs of stopping as FLYING is quickly trending not only the video views, but subscribers of tmill. Now surpassing 12.3K on YouTube! I have enjoyed keeping up with this journey and am ecstatic about what this upcoming year will bring.
Below is the official link to the FLYING music video!
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2022.01.29 01:49 r0taniraay 2 months into IT Support Job. Onboarding new hire Monday, any advice?
Pretty much what the title says. I've been with this company for about two months now. On Monday there's a new hire coming and they want me to take care of the onboarding process on the IT side of things.
Our company pretty much runs off Microsoft Teams, Outlook, and OneNote. Maybe I can just train them on the basics of these applications? Nothing too complicated.
Anyways, what advice can you all give from present or past experiences? I don't want to confuse them or not provide enough training to a point where they don't understand anything.
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